MY #1 TRACTOR MAN NEEDS YOUR PRAYERS!
I NEED YOUR PRAYERS!
The phone call began like this..."Your test results came back from your thyroid ultrasound and you have a nodule on your thyroid over 1 centimeter in size. Dr. Johnson wants to have it biopsied ASAP. Hold on and I'll transfer you to scheduling."
I could see the look in his eyes and on his face. Roger is the glass half full kinda guy and usually doesn't allow himself to worry much. If he does worry, he keeps it to himself. So I knew when that face went white as a sheet, I knew the Big Guy was scared. I rarely have seen that face and when I do it scares the "you know what" outta me! Excuse me, but it's the truth. When everything is falling apart, Roger is the one who keeps his cool and makes everyone feel safe. He's the Rock! He's the Captain of the Ship!
He told me in a passing comment last week , "Jane, I don't have a good feeling about that test." It surprised me so much I didn't know exaclty what to say. All I could say was, "Let's not borrow trouble." and that was the last anything was said
Yeah, I know, I'm probably making a mountain out of a molehill. But you see, It's just not like #1 to respond like this! Even as I write, he's out in his Barn..the place he goes to work, to think, to pray, to worry.
Monday morning at 7:00 a.m *we* go for a biopsy. Whatever the results, this is happening to BOTH of us, not just one of us. The biopsy is an in-office procedure....no big deal. But My guy is scared and therefore it IS a Big Deal.
Please Pray...Prayer Changes Things.